Somehow today isn’t going like I want it to go.. Some things I say, just don’t sound like they sounded in my head.. Some of them even hurt people.. And I care about others.. So I don’t like the fact that not everything is going like I want it to go.. At work, to my colleagues, it’s not always like it should.. Somethimes I feel all alone, although the colleagues I have are wonderful.. (but not everyone works 40 hours a week, the same way as i do..) but still, at times I feel alone.. This noon, it seems everyone had something else then eating lunch.. As I was a bit lazy this morning and didn’t make any lunch to take with me, I was alone to have lunch… In the end I made a small walk and went nearby to a small lunchroom where I bought a sandwich..
It tasted really good, although I already feel almost ashamed of myself that I have eaten it.. it’s not fitting with the things I’m learning from Weight Watchers.. And it’s all going so well, if you see my weight.. So I should stick to it.. I’m almost halfway, so I need to keep up with it! But then at times, it’s no fun to disappoint people or make them sad.. Because then I feel sad too, and that’s the hardest time for me and my weight..
 Tonight we go to the sneakpreview.. I look forward to it.. Nothing at my head! (If it’s a good movie!)
Hurray!