Yes indeed.. Here I am again.. I know it’s a little longer then yesterday that I have written in my blog, but either way, I think I will just write here! 🙂
Today I have mixed feelings, partly because I’m still somewhat sick from the cold I have caught last weekend.. I have been searching all my energy together to go to work in the past few days, to be honest, Tuesday I DID feel really bad, but either way, I did go.. When I see how terrible my colleagues are working today, I wonder why I do such things.. I mean, it would have been better for me and my health that I stayed at home a day and just rested. I find it uneasy to explain why I’m staying home to my supervisor, but when I saw him playing today.. I felt really tired angry and disappointed… Most of my colleagues were running around trying to tease each other.. but it was very disturbing for the others to work then.. Anyway, let’s hope it won’t be happening tomorrow.. (To be honest, I’m afraid it will happen then as well.. but I’m glad there are still colleagues who understand how it feels like and do their best to help with all the work there is.. luckily!) as I said I feel down, disappointed and tired about this.. but on the other hand..
I feel happy! I have my very own birthday party coming up!! Soon I will be 24!Another 16 days and then it’s my day again!! My mom has asked me what I would love to have for birthday present, but to be honest, I do not know at all.. I really wish I knew, but I don’t.. There are so many things that I want to have, but they are all so very expensive or just small things I want to have that it’s hard to ask something from her. I honestly have no idea. Something I would really love to have is an MP3 player. One with a HUGE amount of space where I can put much music on.. but that more or less equals with a huge price for the device.. I also have to buy a new phone in a few months and maybe it would be an idea to have 1 device for both things.. but I certainly have no idea what it is that I would love to have..
So again.. Mixed feelings..
Let’s see what the faeries are telling me today..
“Trust Your Intuition”
Has your inner guidance been trying to get your attention lately? Perhaps a gut feeling is tugging at you like a seeing-eye dog, an inner voice has been screaming at you, or you’ve had dreams charged with profound emotions and symbolism lately. By drawing this card, you’re being urged to pay careful attention to these various forms of intuition.
Now is not the time to ignore these messages or procrastinate. Trust this inner wisdom, just as you would if it came from a respected teacher. Know that you aren’t imagining the guidance. Its powerful and repetitive voice is a sign that you are truly getting clear and trustworthy messages that are worth following.